Dammit to HELL! 4 more days!

Ohkay! Well I'm leaving Wednesday for sure, this time. David is sending me 200 dollars Wednesday morning, for a friend can take me back. I can't take my crib, which bums me out, but David said he will get me one, if I don't get to bring it. And I can't. No way it can fit in a Neon! LOL! Anyways, I guess I'm leaving Wednesday around noon. So yeah, GoodBye Meigs, Hello New Kent. :D I guess My 4 days that i have planned is, to tell everyone spend time with the boys before I leave in the next 4 days or so. And Me, Im just going to try and have as much fun as possible. So yeah. And visit most of my friends before I leave. So yay. Anyways, Im out... >I love David & Nathanyel & Alexander BUNCHES<

2 or 4 days to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yea, so here I am *again*. Anyways, My dad is feeling good after his surgery and all, but he said he will let me know Saturday if he is going to take me for sure Monday Night or Tuesday morning for sure. He has an appointment Monday afternoon, but he is calling them tomorrow. So yeah We will see what we can do. Anyways.. if he don't Im having one of my friend's take me back down Saturday! So yeah which ever.. I don't care, Im just going to be home next week! That's all I know. Anyways, nothing much happened today, just been bored thats about it. I need to get my days and nights back together. Because I go to bed around 4-6 every morning and wake up from 8-12 everyday. And I need to stop! ;) Anyways.. CANT WAIT TO BE HOME!! 2 days or 4 days to go, until i go home!! WOOHOO!! Anyways, I*m Out... >Brandi Loves David & Nathanyel & Alexander BUNCHES<

6 More Days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crazzzzy! I just wish to be home, at last! 6 More Days!!! Can*t wait. Just hope my dad is feeling better in like 1 week! Because I*m dying to get home. Don*t get me wrong, I love being here, But if I am bored all day everyday, it should just be there.. Because I have friends, and I shouldn*t be bored. So Maybe I should do it where, I have no friends! And just make my life sound right some how. Anyways.... I just hope my dad is feeling better. He has surgery today on his belly button cause he has a hernea. oh however that*s spelt. And lets just hope he does because if he doesn*t I*m going to be very upset & won*t want to talk to anyone really! Because I KNOW I want see David, dammit! I*ve been waiting for 3 months already! DAMN! I hate sleeping by myself! And this shit is just killing me. I haven*t been held in 3 months & I need sex! =( Blah. I*m addicted. And I*m going through Sex-Withdrawls! =( Poor Little Ole' Me!!!! I miss just laying beside him, and playing with our kids with him! And just being there at all for him! I miss everything! I miss talking to him, Looking at him. Flipping him off or yelling at him because he done something compeletly stupid or Just being a computer nerd and playing computer games, 24/7 and me cursing him! Dammit. I need to be In Viriginia. If I dont get home by next weekend, Im riding a bus and leaving all of my shit here! I can buy another crib and whatnots like that! Jeez! !!Home Sweet Home!!

7 More Day!!!!!

Yeah so, here I am again! 7 More Days to go!! I*m counting down my days until I see My Baby Again! I*m getting more excited by the day!! I can*t wait until I get there.. The long trip is worth it. Only 6hours but hey what the hell! :D I never thought going 2 states below my homestate is so exciting!! And I know when I get there After a few weeks ill be ready to go somewhere and do some things, but hey what the hell, I*ll be fine, because I miss my baby so much!! I*m excited and I*m just ahhh I can*t wait till I get there! heh. Anyways not much happened today, I woke up with David calling me at 3. And Alex slept through the night basically 12-5! What a big boy he is getting to be! Nathanyel he is always a good little guy through the night! So hopefully my nights will be so much better! One thing I do know is when I go back home, Im going to be awake all night because its going to be my choice because my ass is getting what Ive been needing for 3 damn months! :D Anyways.. Im out... >Brandi Loves David & Nathanyel & Alexander BUNCHES<

8 More Days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so let's see here! Just counting down the days until I go back home!! This Sunday will be 8 more days, oh wait it is sunday early morning!!! And I can hardly wait to see My baby again! And I know he can't wait until he sees his babies either!! :D I'm so damn excited. I*m not excited for the 6 hour and so many odd minutes of the road trip with my dad preaching but hell it*s all worth it since I*m going to see My Fiance again! And finally be out of drama county for awhile that is. Meigs County has this thing called the "Gravity Pull." Don*t ask why but seriously it is a pretty good pull. ;) I think it just might be the friends/family and so on. I*m sure every place is like this esp if you was raised there, but seriously if you think about it, there is NO other place like Meigs County!! Don*t get me wrong, I Miss it like shit when I*m away from here, but jeez when I*m here, it*s like get me the fuck outta this hell hole of a county! There is nothing better than being with your loved ones, but there is also no better thing than being with the love of your life and your two's most wonderful children! I belong with David and our children is suppose to be a family! But I have to move on and be on my own. I have been for a year now and it*s totally a different experience in my life. But Hey Anything to be with David & Our Children! I have a family of my own now, and I can*t just stay here and not be nothing & I know if I do stay here, I will not get no where, but do drugs and be a horrible parent! Not that I am, it's just that's how Meigs County has affects on most people here. So I*m going back September 11th & When I get back, I*m going to get my shit going again down there, then when I get that all settled out, I*m going to go take classes for my CNA's. And hopefully get a job by time next year comes around. It will help out alot and plus Nathanyel is 3 years old & should be hanging out with other kids his age, to help him get started for school next year, so day care it is.! And Alexander will still be young but I can figure something out. I*m just going to get my life started as well, and not to depend on any man! I should know better than that. Don*t get me wrong David treats me well, and gets what our children and I Need but still I want to have some Independence in my life as well. Anyways, I guess that*s it for now, So C-Ya. >Brandi Loves David & Nathanyel & Alexander BUNCHES::. !!!!!!8 more Days!!!!!!!